Calm. There are some people who say "fake it till you make it." But you can't fake serenity. Well, I can't. It's something I have to work hard for. Some times more than others. The difficult times are the times when I know I need to strive for serenity, rather than rising up into the storm and chaos that seems to swirl above me. Okay, this is way too cheezy and dramatic. I have to stop listening to new age music while I work. I hope my class goes well tonight. Please let me make it through feeling good instead of overwhelmed with failure and disappointment. Either way, I will have a glass of wine upon my return.
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